I was an ordinary girl with an ordinary wish. A wish that i know will never be to be happen.
Since i was born when my Father left us. My Mother wasn/t love me. And as a prove to that, she gave me to my Lola.
Yes, mom was there everytime i need her. But that was before. Coz even though she's there for me at that time i never felt that she love me. Idon't feel much pain before coz i was just a child. A child that never cares for anything.
I grew up with the love of my Lola not my mom nor, my dad.
Until, the time came, Mom wasn't care for me. She never came when i need her. She don't even consider me as her OWN !!!. She's so selfish !!! . She's so stupid !!! for not considering me as her own ! i do hate her for bring me into this world ! .
But. behind all this things, I still love her. i don't know what's the reason why.
Before i sleep, I cry. I cry because i know that the pain won't go away kahit na dumating yung time na mahalin nya na ko.
I hate my self for loving her and considering her as MY EVERYTHING !!! arrrrg !! she's nothing ! i don't have to consider her as my everything ! she's the one who brought all this pain to me ! I feel so much hearth ache bec. of her ! Damn it ! why do i love her !??? aaarrrrrrrg ! this was so stupid !
i miss the times na kasabay ko sila kumain.
i miss all my brothers and sisters !
I think i have to end up this dramatic post. Shit ! i cried when i was typing this. para kong sira ulo sa harap ng pc ko . kanina natawa gawa ni Jamaica Tegio Baybin! tas ngayun naiyak nmn ! .
lewl ! never been serious ? . sinungaling ka Danna ! . pag mag isa ka seryoso ka ! halos mag kapamatay lana nga ee .
nways ! . SALAMAT NG MARAMING MARAMI ! JAMAICA TEGIO BAYBIN ! FOR MAKING ME HAPPY ! PERO NAG REREDTUBE KA? YUCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GROSS !!! . AAHAHHAA JK LNG ! NAHAWA NA KO SA JK NA YAN ! AHAHAHA .
danna mae tapia jeciel,,,ayos lng yan atleast love kah ni mama mo anu kbah bubuhayin kbah nya if hindi,,,u shud love your mother danna ng iisa lng yan tandaan muh yan wat ever happen u shud love your mommy... i don't suppose anyone has the right to judge you dhil sah mga nanyre fero magiging ok din lhat...dadarating din ung ryt time nd ma rerealize nih mama mo lhat hainakuh stop being so melo dramatic aha ... ...mahal kita khit nanunuud kah ng redtube langya binigyan muh fah q ng link tlga aha ang harut ntou talande nways...nakakatuwa ngaun gabi...amwahug keep on blogging fara MASAYA...ty...y
ReplyDelete`JAMAICA TEGIO BAYBIN MATULOG KANA ! TALANDI KA ! . = ) YAH ! I DO LOVE HER NGA , PERO NANGINGIBABAW PADIN YUNG GALIT .. ALAM MO YUNG ARRG ! BASTAH . AKO YUNG UNANG ANAK DEN SUDDENLY, AKO NA YUNG BASTARD !!! . (HOW PAINFUL IS THAT!)
ReplyDeleteHMMM . KAYA NGA SIGURO I CONSIDER HER AS MY EVERYTHING KASI MOMMY KO SYA AT NAG IISA LNG SYA.
HINDI KO ALAM KUNG MAMAHALIN NYA PABA AKO OH HINDI EWAN KO SA KNYA . ALL THAT I KNOW IS I HATE HER AND AT THE SAME TIME I LOVE HER . GULO KO ! EWAN ! .
LOL ! TINAYPED KO LNG YUN ! HINDI AKO NAG PUNTA SA SITE NA YUN ! . LOLS HA ! AHAHAAH ! . THANKS AA ! MUAA ! . iLY !
OO . I WILL, PERO WAG MO NMN IPABASA YUNG MGA POST KO . TSK !. GE GOOD MORNING ! . SANA PAG GISING MO MASAYA KAPA DIN ! .